To due today

Anyang.

I woke up today with, again, little on the agenda other than what I had written down for my daily routine. That entailed some sittups and pushups (which I didn't do), guitar, reading, job related activities, and the like. Not real exciting stuff.

I did, however, get a chance to talk with Pierre for a little while in the early afternoon. That was as frustrating as usual. The difficulty, I find, is that I plan to talk to him about one thing and get feedback in a certain way, and then he goes off with another agenda. He has a unique way of doing things, and I find no reassurance in his methods. Much of what he says I immediately disregard solely based on the way he delivers it.

What he did suggest that I didn't immediately erase from my memory was that I need to write everything we discussed down. He also suggested that I begin to look for a "boss" rather than a specific company. The reason being that the boss could create a job for me, rather than me wait in line like all the other cattle seeking employment. It's worth noting.

After I got over fuming about his management style, I got on with my day. That entailed working on patrickhdavis.com and fixing a nice dinner. I also watched some PTI and Jeopardy! which are tough to pass up when theyre on and Im home.

I bought yet another lottery ticket which was no good. That's pretty crappy. I'm not going to lie, it's not going to be easy to win the lottery. But if you don't play, you can't win. I don't care about all the naysayers who claim that the odds of winning are negligible. Those are the people who aren't going to win.

Tomorrow, I have an interview with Global Solutions. This is really my last hope for getting a job the "old fashioned" and "wrong" way. I really hope it works out, so that I can quit dealing with all this drama. The worst part about searching for a job is that when youre searching, youre not working. Right now, that's all I want to be doing, as sad as it sounds.

It's almost depressing. I say almost because I really like not having a job. The only thing that could make the experience better is knowing that I would soon have a job. I can't say that though. I need to stop being so cliche anyway.

The time is now, billy blanks.